You know that guy of your dreams; he's nice but not too nice and he's way out of your league and of course, how can one be so hot without being completely and utterly unavailable? Well he ended his relationship that I thought would last to the end of time and am I a horrible person for completely jumping at the chance to talk to him and maybe flirt a little?
Well I did. And the worst part, I have a loving boyfriend that makes me feel like The Queen of his world, and makes me feel as if I AM his entire world! Against everything my brain, my stomach, and my shaking hands were telling me, I told this insanely hot guy that I have liked him for years (which, admittedly, is true however who needs to know?!?! It could have been my little secret).
And much to my surprise, he said that he has had a "thing" for me which, of course, made me freak out as if I were a little middle schooler girl that had just met Justin Bieber or One Direction or whatever those kids are into now-a-days. It also, however, made me feel as if a million butterflies invaded my stomach and decided it would be fun to smoke crack in there; it's not a good feeling.
He then said that he wanted to be my "other man" but we had to make rules which consisted mostly of not letting anyone find out (rule established by me) and not falling in love (rule established by him) which are both quite reasonable.
I can't wait to kiss his lips. They are so thick and look like they would be the best lips in the entire world. I want them. I want him. I want all of him.
Am I terrible for going with another guy besides my boyfriend or am I just curious?
